Sorry about that depressing last post.
I go back and forth about my feelings on this program.
I am excited, I really am.
I realize that thousands of people apply, and few are accepted.
I know that painfully well,
That fact is what made accepting my offer so difficult.
But I've accepted,
and I'm starting to get my stuff in order to make the move.
I'm adjusting to the fact that I'm not Mickey Mouse anymore.
I'm trying to figure out what to do with the roommate situation.
I had banked on living with my best friend,
but due to different universities,
I ended up living with 7 complete strangers.
I now count those strangers as dear friends.
So do I go alone again,
and hope for a great bunch of roommates?
That seems to be the million dollar question here.